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|Sunday, February 13th, 2005|
|Wednesday, January 19th, 2005|
|My Emo Heart Gallery
I've been collecting some of the emo hearts I've recieved in the past week or so. There are also some things that people said to me that made me happy, so I thought that you could use some love.I thought I'd put them up to make you feel happy and that there really is love in this world. Alyssa
irishrocker024: goodnight my love
irishrocker024: i love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
JED3095 [10:42 AM]: youre amazing
MyTeenagePoetry7 [3:09 PM]: i cant even begin to describe my love for baseball pants <3
SHARE THAT LOVE Current Mood: chipper
|Sunday, January 9th, 2005|
Dern, it feels good to be a gangster.
My sisters are fighting, what else is new? Current Mood: artistic
|Monday, January 3rd, 2005|
|blah blah blah blah blah (that enough for you?)
I'm supposed to be doing homework at the current moment, however, I am choosing not to, and exams are soooo in a few days. meh meh meh meh meh.
I am also supposed to have a Shakespearian monologue memorized for tomorrow, whihc I am also choosing not to do. I'm not in the zone, yo'.
|Friday, December 31st, 2004|
|I was forced to take under pain of death.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
3. Ellie Maye (johns dad, I CANT GET AWAY FROM IT!)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
3. Oscarnominee11......a bit modest, arent I?
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Uh, average size feet?
2. My cool chess set...you knwo its sweet
3. My ability to coerse people into thinking im brilliant
4. My mustache, bitches! I decided to leave that, because Quincy, I liek the stache
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My not-quite-so-up-to-par grades
2. My face I guess. I mean, I like it sometimes but sometimes no. Bad answer, sorry. Deal with it. I AGREE
3. I have issues letting go, once you do, tis gone. :(
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
3. Conneticut...this is all I know.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
2. Being wrong.
3. That feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you realize you're alone and only you can get yourself out of a situation. (well said)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. AIM (sadly)
3. Talking to Amie. I love you, baby. Youre the only sane one in this world.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pajama pants
2. Shirt thats tighter than Alyssa should be wearing. Only Amie and Lu shall see it again
3. im naked......no makeup on.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
3. Bright Eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Bowl of Oranges" - Bright Eyes
2. "I Can Tell That We Are Gonna Be Friends"( would it be wierd to have that as your wedding song? post folks, post)
3. "I Caught Fire" -The Used
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Waxing my legs....did you watn honesty?
2. Being more self-centered...haha, jk, being more introverted.
3. Win the national Mock Trial competition with my peoples.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
3. Being able to be with friends or alone and being extremely happy about both
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE take one guess...
1. I dont like watching regular TV too much
2. I sing in the shower
3. Its cool if you keep quiet, but I like singin'.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
3. Smell good
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Keep my thoughts to myself
2. Keep my feelings to myself
3. Put my mind on the DL
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Jumping on the bed with lulu and singing the used realy loud (its honesty, again
2. Acting..im not very good. :(
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Just pack a suitcase and leave and not have any idea where I'm going.
2. Jump up and down and sing at the top of my lungs.
Quincy, I agree, cause who wouldnt want to do those things?
Numer four. Make everyone happy all at once. :)
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
2. Germany (to visit Deiter)
3. Italy, yo'
THREE KID'S NAMES:
* Note: I realize I am an idiot and if any of you end up marrying me and we have kids, these names are very replaceable.* Quincy, I think its funny how tactful you are.
THEE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: (haha, the person wrote thee instead of three...thats onyl funny to me, isnt it?)
1. Get married
2. tell a nun shes hott.
3. Be all that I know I was supposed to.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
3. whoever wants to. im open for suggestion. Current Mood: crazy
|Sunday, December 26th, 2004|
Her name is Sally, Sally the Saturn. Post for more details. Current Mood: artistic
|Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004|
|Monday, December 20th, 2004|
|whoa, im liie, updating daily! WHAT THE HECK?!
okay, so, this never happens. I am updating daily lately. maybe its cause im not in school, and so the system cant take over my life. oh wait, it can -I got my permit today. I drove to the end of the neighborhood, and my mum was like 'okay, get out of the car, im driving.'
But tomorrow, I'm driving to GENEVA. sweet, eh?
Anyway, I hope that everyone has a lovely evening, instant message me or something, ill be up late.
Alyssa Current Mood: happy
|Sunday, December 19th, 2004|
|Bright Eyes makes me happy inside
You are "When the Curious Girl Realizes She is Under Glass". You like thoughts of being with loved ones and being devoted. You tend to be selfish, but in an artistic way, or at least you claim it is for art. Oh yeah, and pills are very good friends of yours. (or they should be.)
Does anyone else feel like its post Christmas already, but its really not even here yet? Current Mood: contemplative
Current Mood: contemplative
You like rain on the plain, as well as interesting architecture and
a diverse number of races and religions. You like to explore a lot, but sailing,
especially in large groups, never really seems to work out for you. Beware of pirates
and dictators bearing bombs. And for heavens' sake, stop running around bulls!
It's just not safe!
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
|Its my birthday...and im eatin cocopuffs
In what country can you have your birthday, go to sleep, and then have it again when you wake up?
The answer is The United States of America. How do you do it?
You talk to Amie and Quincy until late into the evening, and then you go to bed, and wake up to your parents gone, and the dog having ripped up all the toilet paper. Im still content with this, because I know Yoda's going to have to pick it up.
Ima leavin now
I wish some of you folks would post more, because at the current moment, my LJ be borin.
FLEAS BE JUMPIN Y'ALL Current Mood: content
|Saturday, December 18th, 2004|
|Im really sad today, and tomorrow, and possibly Monday also.
Hello everyone. I'm sad today, because I know that when I wake up in the morning, I'm going to be 15. When I type it, it means nothing, but when I think about it, it means that I'm getting older. I'm sad about that. Tomorrow, I'll walk around like I'm the same person, and everyone who remembers will congradulate me because I am one step closer to dying.
15.....whats so great about it? I was used to being stuck in the middle, but now im going to get my permit. Liberation has never been so limiting before. Now I cant even go down the slide at McDonalds. That can't possibly be a good thing.
As Ive gotten older, my hair has become darker, less blonde, yet my grades are going down. That doesnt seem quite right to me. I dont want to have to stop getting toys for my birthday. I didnt get any this year, because I didnt want any. So many different things are important now. Its sad, but I guess its how it was meant to be. Now I really like spending time with people, and goign to different places, where as before I was more material than that. I am happy with people, when they are the very thing that keeps bringing everyone down. I really like John though, hes so nice. Thats how I feel about that.
So, on my last day as a fourteen year old, and possibly the last day of intelligence, from what I've seen, I leave you with this quote.
I wont tell you who said it just yet, nor whether it has any significance at all. It just is what it is, if its anything at all.
"Oppurtunity is the essence of mediocrity, yet oppurtunity is often characterized by mediocrity."
The almost adult, and almost driving, and almost having independent thought,
Alyssa Current Mood: gloomy
|Friday, December 10th, 2004|
|This envelope has a happy bunny inside (flowers flowers flowers)
"Such a dreadful subject, love is. Why? Why are we afraid to admit that we love anything and everything, and so, only talk of our hate? As far as my story, I don't liek the subject either; because feelings change constantly.
Love can, I believe, be found anywhere. I mean, who's to say you don't love that person's eyes you pass by on the street, or a pair of pants you saw window shopping? Seriously, what about loving a band; or a song? And, of course, the first thing your mind comes to -- a person. A person?
Everyone has loved in some way or another, don't let them tell you any different - or me either. But, the downside is, it's why it's easier to hate. You can hate everything, no problem, right? But then, one will find oneself loving to hate. And the whole vicious cycle starts over again. Yep. Of course, my first love was Haley Joel Osment. So cute, so wise. And a very talented young actor. and Johnny Depp. Every lady has a story for that one. I want to marry Edward Scissorhands...on a wind swept moor."
--Amie Meadows Current Mood: contemplative
|Thursday, December 9th, 2004|
Those young bloods guys were pretty nice. Man oh man, am I impressed.
Alyssa Current Mood: content
|Tuesday, December 7th, 2004|
I got tickets to see Showbread today. Moms are amazing. She picked mine up. WOOOOOOT. Amie, I should call you and tell you. Mwahahah. Dude, tomorrow is going to be an amazing day. WORD!
Alyssa Current Mood: chipper
|Wednesday, December 1st, 2004|
|YAY for birthdays
Today was Yoda's birthday. Monday was Ashley's birthday. Dang. Thats a lot of birthdays. mine is coming soon! WOOOT!
Have a lovely day. Current Mood: I have to pee
|Wednesday, November 17th, 2004|
|Woot Woot Woot
Lemme hea an AMEN if you think Johnny is hott like Josh Dies. Current Mood: artistic
|Sunday, November 14th, 2004|
WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF?: Alienation
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: gun sounds from my parents bedroom ( a movie, I promise)
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: If you wnat to know the truth, yes, indeed, I wish to be wed.
- - F a v o r i t e s - -
CD or TAPE?: Vinyl
ANIMALS?: Llamas, bessie the pantomime horse, and Sloths
SEASON? peprika (im not even sure if ive had that)
about the opposite sex)MOST IMPORTANT PHYSICAL FEATURE: As long as they can dance.
CHOCOLATE, WHITE OR MILK?: Godiva :)
ROOT BEER OR DOCTOR PEPPER: neither, minions.
MUD OR JELLY WRESTLING?: vanilla pudding
SKIING OR BOARDING?:cant do either.....(but John can)
DAY OR NIGHT? Night
CAKE OR PIE?: Pie all the way!
SILVER OR GOLD??: Silver
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS?: pearls
SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: midday
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?: No
DO YOU HATE ANYONE?: no, btu they hate me.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING?: Keep the peace, brothas and sistas.
WHAT DO YOU DREAM ABOUT?: mainly prophetic stuff....narf. I dream about ice cream and snow cones.
and on it goes...
MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?: Not That one dude....Jesus I think his name is.
ZODIAC SIGN: Sagittarius. We're free spirits. And also the most likely to have accidents involving fire. Amen.
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE?: Josh Dies' groupie.
IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? I drink out of mugs.
WHATS YOUR FAVE NUMBER? due
(for girls to fill out about guys)
BOXERS OR Y FRONTS: naked
DARK OR FAIR?: Either
TALL OR SMALL: I dotn care
SIX PACK OR NICE ASS: Nice ass, hands down.
DOES SIZE MATTER: I wouldnt know...v-card, v-card. hey, but boob size matters. I dont want no man titties.
LUST OR LOVE?: Spread that love
KISSES OR HUGS?: uh, gropings.
COLOUR ARE YOUR PJS?: for the past few nights ive slept naked.
WHAT COLOUR'S YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?: purple..the one at lus in pink and the one at ameis was white till max the dog ate it.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS SURVEY??: YOU SET ME UP, AMIE AND LU!
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: alienation
WORST SOUND?: toilet flushing
WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?: ha, cant tell.
ROLLER COASTERS, SCARY OR EXCITING?: I hate people who think its wierd to wnat to be compltely upside down....IM FREAKIGN FLYING!
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?: depends on if I answer at all, or if I cant get to it. Current Mood: content
|What a busy weekend
Whoa dang, I'm finally getting my life back after a busy two weeks. It seems as though everyone needed assistance in something, and then when I got there, they didnt need as much as I had first thought. Anyway, I was told to fill out some info, so in the past directly after this, expect to find some interesting facts abotu me. Current Mood: curious
|Wednesday, November 10th, 2004|
I was watching FUSE today, when I stumbled upon a Good Charlotte video called 'Predictable.' I think there point was to say how life was predicatable, but really, jsut the song was. It was horrible. The video wasnt that bad, it was actually rather creative, but the song was wretched.
Who needs a stinking permit? I do, thats who. Current Mood: content